…There were times,
After I’d met you,
I thought to myself, “That’s it,
I want nothing to do with this dude” !
Your theories, your knowledge,
Was too much for me,
I just could not understand,
Your calculations and psychology !
We both are spiritual,
Your practice so different from me,
You followed a method,
I just wanted to be carefree !
Then one day you said,
You want to blog about me,
I screamed in my mind,
No! No ! This cannot be!
I hated you,
You always put a bracket on me,
In your mind,
There was no further scope beyond what you see!
I then made my move
To keep away from you,
Where earlier we talked so much,
I was glad our interactions were few!
Remember those days,
We went out to eat,
You had the capacity to digest,
Even my meal? 😂
Then again, one day,
I felt a calling,
It was to speak with you,
So I started dialling!
We spoke cordially,
As we would always do,
Then again we fought,
Haaaa! I said to me *Nothing new* !
I hung up,
Never wanting to speak again,
Oh, but destiny,
It won’t allow me to stay away from pain !
I hated you again,
I just could not help myself,
I was made to connect with you,
Even when I had promised myself “you don’t exist”!
As time went by,
You proved more than sincere to me,
And I understood the play of karma,
That sometimes, you canno cheat destiny !
You said you are perfect with past,
And future comes to me naturally,
I understand what made me so mad at you,
You are just the opposite of me!
Like yin and yang,
Two sides of a coin,
Meant to be together,
But can never meet!
I don’t hate you now,
Never hated you then too,
But your rigid view of occult,
Made me want to change your life review!
The chaotic hell I brought to you,
And crazy experiences we shared too,
Makes me a better person,
More powerful than any spiritual fool !
You’ve been my backbone,
On many occasions,
You stood by me,
Your value to me exceeds any relation !
I love you lots and more for standing by me through all my weirdness and gave me a hope that I could achieve anything !
My love is pure, I don’t want your wife coming to throttle me for saying that I love you ! 😂😂
Read about Adim’s experiences with me, his analysis of me, using his astrological and planetary calculations in my upcoming book !!
Nisha Mehta (Tarot Reader / Medium / Author) ❤️❤️
Includes more about spirits and souls, automatic writing, entities, colors and law of attraction, chakra and numerology, tarot and oracle predictions for 2017 !